Happy V Day!

What is love…? Love is that feeling you get when no matter what’s going on in the world….you feel safe, you feel wanted, and you feel as if you can touch the sky. I feel that way every single day thanks to my family, my friends, and my haters!

Happy Vday!

My Friend: Brent Taalur!

Happy Birthday to my friend…..! Brent Taalur Ramsey…!

Your soul is beautiful inside & out, you make me laugh…even if I’m in the mist of crying….and you always listen..!

I’m proud to call you a friend of mine…. I believe in you and everything you do because you don’t give up nor do you give in!

Stay the way you are because your forever my friend! No matter how old you are!

I love you and can’t wait to visit you in NYC!

<3!

P.S. I know your 23 this year which means your twin brother must be 25 right?

Little Debbie ‘Where Are You?’

I’ve gone to at least 4 stores in LA looking for Little Debbie snacks… and my fat ass can’t find em! What’s up with that!? Can someone please tell me where the hell she is!? If I can’t find her by Friday I’m putting out a missing person’s report!

Family

We all learn at some point in life….that the most important thing is FAMILY! Everyday I wake up and everyday I make the decision to be a better person than I was yesterday I do it because I know I have an amazing family who no matter what….supports me, believes in me, & loves me. My goal in life is to be happy and to make my family happy. When I talk to my Mom, Aunt, & Sisters within a day I’m OK…because hearing their voices and knowing that they are doing well…makes me well.

I thank and pray to god everyday that he keeps my Mary, Inell, Erica, & Doris safe & happy!

I Love!

I love helping people…

I love doing things for people….

I love that my mother taught me that doing things for people….is better than doing for yourself in most cases!

I love me!

Abuse!

There are so many forms of it.. I’m lucky enough that in this lifetime… I’ve never had to deal with physical abuse..yet once you combine all the others the pain that you endure…you often ask yourself why is that certain one missing. I’ve been abused & taken advantage of by friends…I’ve been abused & taken advantage by bosses…but I have never been abused & taken advantage by family. That’s why this very day those people who have subjected me to some form of abuse live the lives they live…and endure the pain of knowing at some point in their life.. they’ve abused someone, stepped on someone, and taken advantage of someone!

I’m not a manager, I’m not an assistant manager, I’m not stuck in a small town, I’m not wishing & hoping, I’m not regretting anything.. because I’m a victim of abuse..all I’m doing is living the life I chose to live.. without regret, without question, and without abusing someone!

MM